This morning I had lab work done and like always, my anxiety increased as the day went on. There is just something about the waiting that is awful. I feel like I'm in a video game and I'm just trying to get to the next level. Once I get to the next level I'm excited for about 2 minutes until I start thinking about the next hurdle we have to get over.
Right now the plan is to add in menopur tonight, reduce the gonal-f and keep the lupron the same. I have an ultrasound and lab work scheduled this Friday. I like this part-- giving injections, following my protocol, keeping track on my spreadsheet. This is the part that I can do-- I feel in control and feel like we are making progress. The lab work and ultrasounds take a few months off of my life.
Deep breath.
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