Day 8 has been a rough one.
I still have my period. And it's not light. I'm crampy. I have a stomachache. My ovaries hurt. I feel like I can't take a deep breathe (hello anxiety). Last night I had a mini malfunction when it came time to give my menopur injection last night. I'm tired.
I called the clinic to let them know that I'M STILL BLEEDING and they said that they would check my hormones and do an ultrasound tomorrow. I thought that I'd feel better after speaking to them, but I don't. I'm so nervous that something is wrong or that I'm going to end up having this cycle cancelled. I was feeling confident until today and now I just don't think that it's going to work this time.
I should not be bleeding this heavily on my 6th day of stimulation drugs. How is my lining going to get thick enough? I want to scream and cry and curl in a ball.
I just want today to be over. I want good news tomorrow and I want to stop freaking having my period damn it!
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