This morning when I got to work I had a little bit of an achy feeling low down in my uterus (which scared the crap out of me because it reminded me of when I thought I had a miscarriage in 2011). I went to the bathroom and saw red blood.
Immediately I thought, "Here we go." I called the fertility clinic and they told me to come in tomorrow for an ultrasound. They said that it would be a little early but that hopefully they'd be able to see something. They told me to call if I had cramping or heavy bleeding.
It was hard for me to concentrate at work because I was so incredibly worried. I kept going to the bathroom to check and fortunately I had no more red bleeding the rest of the day-- just pink spotting and by the end of the day, brown spotting.
Lenny wasn't very worried (always the optimist) and said that everything would be fine. I barely ate all day long and I just have this pit in my stomach. Tomorrow we will know. Part of me is excited because we MIGHT see a heartbeat, but then the other part of me is horrified because there might be nothing. Only a few more hours...
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