I've been on the estrogen pills for 10 days and I am definitely feeling the effects this time around. I've never really felt any different while on estrogen but this time they have changed the protocol and I have to take it vaginally. So far I've had some nausea, sore boobs and some stomach cramping. I'm hoping that this means it is working very well and I will have a nice thick lining.
I've been pretty good about doing some yoga every day, I've listened to meditation play lists a couple of times and I have been drinking less coffee and more tea. So far I'm feeling really good and a lot more positive this time around. In three days I'll have an ultrasound and bloodwork and go from there.
Wednesday, March 7, 2018
Friday, March 2, 2018
FET # 3: CD6
March 2, 2018
Today is cycle day 6 for our third frozen embryo transfer. The only medication that I'm on right now is estradiol and I'm taking it twice a day. The plan is to recheck ultrasound and blood work next weekend and then go from there. If all looks good then the transfer should be scheduled a week out from then. I know from past experience though to NEVER count on things going according to plan.
Last October we had our second embryo transfer, which was unsuccessful. Honestly I think that I was a little too confident about that round. It took us two tries to get the girls and my thought process was well, then we will get pregnant on our first try this time! I already know that I can get pregnant so I felt like it was going to be easy. I didn't really prepare myself mentally or physically for the whole process. My attitude was nonchalant.
When we didn't get pregnant I of course second guessed EVERYTHING that I did. Should I have stopped drinking coffee, was I too stressed, did I do too much after the transfer? I had been having this itchy rash on my eyes the weeks prior to our transfer and frantically emailed my fertility doctor weeks afterwards asking her if she thought that may have caused us to not get pregnant. She replied kindly but I'm sure she wanted to say, "crazy lady, stop freaking out."
This time around I have made my lists of things that I want to do to facilitate a healthy, viable pregnancy. I know that you can do everything "right" and still not end up pregnant due to an abnormal embryo or a million other reasons that we don't even know but what I have learned is that you have to have peace with yourself.
My list this time is:
Today is cycle day 6 for our third frozen embryo transfer. The only medication that I'm on right now is estradiol and I'm taking it twice a day. The plan is to recheck ultrasound and blood work next weekend and then go from there. If all looks good then the transfer should be scheduled a week out from then. I know from past experience though to NEVER count on things going according to plan.
Last October we had our second embryo transfer, which was unsuccessful. Honestly I think that I was a little too confident about that round. It took us two tries to get the girls and my thought process was well, then we will get pregnant on our first try this time! I already know that I can get pregnant so I felt like it was going to be easy. I didn't really prepare myself mentally or physically for the whole process. My attitude was nonchalant.
When we didn't get pregnant I of course second guessed EVERYTHING that I did. Should I have stopped drinking coffee, was I too stressed, did I do too much after the transfer? I had been having this itchy rash on my eyes the weeks prior to our transfer and frantically emailed my fertility doctor weeks afterwards asking her if she thought that may have caused us to not get pregnant. She replied kindly but I'm sure she wanted to say, "crazy lady, stop freaking out."
This time around I have made my lists of things that I want to do to facilitate a healthy, viable pregnancy. I know that you can do everything "right" and still not end up pregnant due to an abnormal embryo or a million other reasons that we don't even know but what I have learned is that you have to have peace with yourself.
My list this time is:
- fertility yoga poses prior to transfer
- take all my vitamins
- watch something funny after the transfer
- eat pineapple starting day of transfer and 4 days after
- keep feet warm after transfer
- drink warm drinks after transfer
- guided meditations throughout the process
- relax the day of and day after transfer
Monday, June 29, 2015
Bowl of Mush
For me, being a mom brings out the extremes of all emotions. I've experienced the greatest most awe inspiring moments of joy where I feel like my heart will explode into a million pieces of glittery sunshine, but then I've also been overwhelmed in a dark cloud of tiredness.
Sometimes I get so energized to create this beautiful life for my children and family and think about all of the things that I want to do:
lose weight!
get healthy!
bake yummy things!
start an etsy shop!
make art!
clean out my closet!
read self help books!
find my passion!
And then most of the time I'm
just...
so...
tired.
I'm hoping that by having a place to collect my thoughts, I'll be able to accomplish more and create a clearer path to the life that I want.
Wednesday, January 14, 2015
Meal Plan Week 1/11
Every once in a while I'll sit down to meal plan and just completely draw a blank. As in I cannot remember a single thing that I ate the prior week. I sit there and think, "What the heck do I eat?!" I can't be the only one... can I??
Either way, this post is for all of us who can use a little inspiration in the meal planning area. A few weeks ago I thought about what was working for me and what wasn't working for me when it comes to meals and snacks that I bring to work. I realized a few key points:
1. Snacks have to be easy to pack and eat. For example, if I'm going to bring boiled eggs, peel them at home! By the end of the week I hadn't eaten a single egg.
2. Lunch has to be easy to pack and assemble.
3. I am much more likely to eat a healthy dinner if it's already made. As quick and easy as it is to cook shrimp and broccoli, after putting the girls to bed I am STARVING and just want to get food in my stomach. If I have to get a pan or turn the oven on, it's probably not happening!
Ok, on to the food.
Yesterday for lunch I had a can of tuna with a spoonful of plain Greek yogurt, sliced red onion, tons of black pepper, celery seed and (random) sliced cabbage. I had a bag of coleslaw mix and needed some crunch so I threw a handful in-- it was actually delicious!
Either way, this post is for all of us who can use a little inspiration in the meal planning area. A few weeks ago I thought about what was working for me and what wasn't working for me when it comes to meals and snacks that I bring to work. I realized a few key points:
1. Snacks have to be easy to pack and eat. For example, if I'm going to bring boiled eggs, peel them at home! By the end of the week I hadn't eaten a single egg.
2. Lunch has to be easy to pack and assemble.
3. I am much more likely to eat a healthy dinner if it's already made. As quick and easy as it is to cook shrimp and broccoli, after putting the girls to bed I am STARVING and just want to get food in my stomach. If I have to get a pan or turn the oven on, it's probably not happening!
Ok, on to the food.
Yesterday for lunch I had a can of tuna with a spoonful of plain Greek yogurt, sliced red onion, tons of black pepper, celery seed and (random) sliced cabbage. I had a bag of coleslaw mix and needed some crunch so I threw a handful in-- it was actually delicious!
Last week I made three big batches of food for the week.
This week I made a batch of Greek brown rice salad with grilled shrimp. I originally wanted to make it with orzo but forgot to buy it. I had brown rice at home so I used that instead.
I made the brown rice and then while it was still warm added lemon juice and some olive oil. I added chopped parsley, dried oregano, green bell pepper, red onion and feta. I grilled the shrimp with some garlic and black pepper. Next time I'd definitely add more veggies like artichoke hearts or chopped tomatoes.
I also made a batch of veggies and beans that I didn't take a picture of yet. I sauteed zucchini, mushrooms, bell pepper and a yellow onion with garlic and olive oil. I added some fire roasted chopped tomatoes, black beans and a ton of chili spices. The recipe called for a cornbread topping which I nixed at the last minute. I took some of the mixture out before I added the spices and the girls loved it! I haven't eaten it yet but I'm hoping that it's a keeper.
For snacks this week I got plain Greek yogurt to eat with almonds, packs of plain oatmeal, oranges and bananas. Breakfast has been either eggs with steamed broccoli or cottage cheese with pineapple. I will post my meal plan for next week too. I know that my meals may not be the most exciting but it works for me! I hope that it might give you some new ideas of what to make.
- I made a batch of roasted veggies that had zucchini, red peppers and portobello mushrooms. After roasting them I put them in balsamic vinegar, olive oil and chopped fresh garlic. I ate them with a whole wheat pita and some goat cheese and it was freaking delicious. You could throw them in some pasta or just eat it as a side. It tasted better the longer that it marinated in the fridge.
- I made bean salad with black beans, corn, green bell pepper and cilantro. I topped it with those 90 calorie guacamole packets and it was a lunch that I looked forward to every day! You could also eat it as a side dish or with a whole wheat tortilla or brown rice.
- I made a batch of no-mayo coleslaw which turned out to be a great thing to have on hand. I bought a bag of coleslaw mix which just has shredded cabbage and carrots in it. I made a dressing with lots of vinegar, some mustard, celery salt and a little bit of olive oil. I also put in lots of black pepper. It was an easy way to get veggies in throughout the week and something that I made again this week.
This week I made a batch of Greek brown rice salad with grilled shrimp. I originally wanted to make it with orzo but forgot to buy it. I had brown rice at home so I used that instead.
I made the brown rice and then while it was still warm added lemon juice and some olive oil. I added chopped parsley, dried oregano, green bell pepper, red onion and feta. I grilled the shrimp with some garlic and black pepper. Next time I'd definitely add more veggies like artichoke hearts or chopped tomatoes.
I also made a batch of veggies and beans that I didn't take a picture of yet. I sauteed zucchini, mushrooms, bell pepper and a yellow onion with garlic and olive oil. I added some fire roasted chopped tomatoes, black beans and a ton of chili spices. The recipe called for a cornbread topping which I nixed at the last minute. I took some of the mixture out before I added the spices and the girls loved it! I haven't eaten it yet but I'm hoping that it's a keeper.
Wednesday, January 7, 2015
I pressed play
My girls had their nine month check up today.
I dressed them warmly in layers, packed the essentials- two diapers, wipes, two teethers, a burp cloth, one emergency bottle and pacifiers just in case. I carried them both out to the car in one trip and headed to the doctor's. I met my husband there with five minutes to spare. We carried the girls in and sat in the lobby chatting with the girls and each other. I balanced Emma on my knee while I filled out the clipboard. During the appointment we took turns with the girls, entertaining them, answering questions, soothing them after their shots.
It was easy. Enjoyable actually. If you told me nine months ago that a trip to the doctor's didn't have to include meltdowns (from me and the babies), lots of crying and the need for a stiff drink, I would have laughed in your face.
After nine months of being twin parents, we were on our game. We've got this. On our way out of the office we passed by a very tired looking couple with a brand new baby. I smiled at them and thought about our past visits to the doctor's and all of the missteps that we've had.
Like how I used to pack their diaper bag like I was crossing the Alps. Or the time that we were fifteen minutes late to the appointment because we totally undeestimated how long it would take to get week old twins in the car. Or the time that I put them both in complicated outfits and started sweating as the nurse watched me get them undressed. And that time that I didn't bring the pacifiers because "they won't need them!," only to have two screaming babies and a whole lobby staring at me on the way out.
It happens. You learn as you go and figure out what works best. I'm proud of myself and where I am today as Mom. Now that the girls are getting close a year old I can feel a mommy fog lifting a bit. I've been thinking a lot about my needs and wants lately and finally feel like I'm in a place where I can go after my goals. I feel uncomfortable in my body and know that I want to be a great example for my girls. I want to be healthy and active and eat good food. I know what I need to do, I just need to do it.
Last night after the girls went to bed I felt exhausted. I cleaned up the kitchen, picked up the 90 toys in the living room, wiped down the high chair trays and threw a load of laundry in the dryer. I looked at the time and desperately wanted to crawl into bed. But I knew that I'd feel great if I worked out. I got my workout DVD cued up, went upstairs to put on my sneakers and then I did something for myself.
I pressed play.
It's time for me to take care of myself like I take care of my daughters. I'm going to be the best Mom and best me that I can be. I just have to put the work in. One day at a time.
Saturday, March 22, 2014
Trip to Labor and Delivery
I think that I was getting a little cocky.
I had my last sonogram at 34 weeks and everything looked great. Girls were measuring about 4lbs 10 oz and 5lbz 4 oz. The specialist didn't want to see me until 37 weeks (if I was still pregnant). I had a routine OB appointment a few days before I hit the 35 week mark and again, everything was great and my OB didn't want to see me again until 37 weeks.
I couldn't believe it! I was in the home stretch and I had made it through a twin pregnancy with out any complications (knock on wood). I was still working, still feeling great and thought that I'd have no problem making it to 37 weeks, maybe even 38.
Then I hit 35 weeks this past Wednesday. I noticed some strange discharge in the morning and called my OB. It had a pink tinge to it, which was definitely something new. They wanted to see me just to make sure everything was OK. I was anxious all day long and when I went in to my appointment they checked and I was 1 cm dilated, which they said was fine. The heart beats sounded great, BUT my blood pressure was high. They checked three times and it was high every single time. After the third time the nurse practitioner said that they were going to send me to Labor and Delivery. I couldn't believe it. She said that they needed to monitor my blood pressure to make sure that it came down.
I called my husband from the parking lot crying. It's amazing how quickly thoughts can spiral out of control. I was so worried that they would keep me in the hospital until the babies were born or that they were going to have to do a c-section early. We met at the house and I grabbed my hospital bag. I was praying that I wouldn't need it, but I had no idea how long they were going to keep me.
When we got to the hospital they set me up in a room and strapped up the monitors for the girls, one to monitor contractions and then they also checked my blood pressure every 15 minutes. Luckily the girls were doing well, I wasn't having contractions and my blood pressure had come down a bit. They waited for my lab work to come back and once everything came back clear, the doctor on call released me. He told me that my blood pressure was still borderline so I'd have to be on bed rest until I followed up with my doctor the next day. I was just so happy to be going home.
I slept like a rock that night and relaxed the next day until my doctor's appointment. When I got there my blood pressure was still elevated so they started me on blood pressure medication, ran more lab work and told me that I'd have to do a 24 urine test. I am waiting to hear back about the urine and see my doctor again on Monday.
The trip to L & D scared the crap out of me. It made me realize that I'm not ready for these girls to come out yet. I don't know if any first time parents ever feel ready, but I really panicked. I still feel on edge because I'm not sure how my urine test will go and I don't know what the plan will be if my blood pressure is still high on Monday. I'm hoping that the medications will work and I can cruise through another week or two before becoming a Mom.
I have a countdown on my phone to April 2nd, which is when I will be 37 weeks (full term for twins). Every morning I look at that number and feel grateful to have made it another day. Right now I have 11 days until full term but I know that ultimately some things are out of my control.
So for now I'm taking it one day at a time and trying to keep these chickies baking as long as I can.
Thursday, March 13, 2014
33 Weeks
How far along? 34 Weeks 1 Day
How big is baby? Baby A is 5 lbs 4 oz and Baby B is 4 lbs 10 oz
Total weight gain/loss: I'm too afraid to look.
Maternity clothes? Oh yes. Getting very bored with my wardrobe selection.
Sleep: Is hit or miss. I am getting up to go to the bathroom 5-6 times a night. Whenever I roll over (what I refer to as my 5 point turns), I feel like I have to go to the bathroom again. Some nights I sleep like a rock between the bathroom trips, but some nights I'm up for hours because I'm so excited!
Best moment this week: Seeing the babies during the ultrasound and finding out their weights. Best moment last was was my surprise work shower!
Movement: Baby A is head down so I don't feel her quite as much. I also think that her placenta is anterior. I feel Baby B all day long. She moves a lot and gets hiccups 3 times or more day.
Food cravings: Baked potato and pancakes.
Food Aversions: Still eggs. I can't look at scrambled eggs.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: Swollen ankles and feet. Heartburn that gets really bad at night. Feeling slow and tired.
Belly Button in or out? Still in.
What I miss: My normal feet/ankles.
What I am looking forward to: Meeting these little chickies! I want them to bake a few more weeks but I am definitely excited to see what they look like and what their personalities are like.
Upcoming appointments/events: My next OB appointment is 3/17. My next ultrasound, if I make it that far is 4/1.
Milestones: Making it to 34 weeks and having Baby A move head down.
How big is baby? Baby A is 5 lbs 4 oz and Baby B is 4 lbs 10 oz
Total weight gain/loss: I'm too afraid to look.
Maternity clothes? Oh yes. Getting very bored with my wardrobe selection.
Sleep: Is hit or miss. I am getting up to go to the bathroom 5-6 times a night. Whenever I roll over (what I refer to as my 5 point turns), I feel like I have to go to the bathroom again. Some nights I sleep like a rock between the bathroom trips, but some nights I'm up for hours because I'm so excited!
Best moment this week: Seeing the babies during the ultrasound and finding out their weights. Best moment last was was my surprise work shower!
Movement: Baby A is head down so I don't feel her quite as much. I also think that her placenta is anterior. I feel Baby B all day long. She moves a lot and gets hiccups 3 times or more day.
Food cravings: Baked potato and pancakes.
Food Aversions: Still eggs. I can't look at scrambled eggs.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: Swollen ankles and feet. Heartburn that gets really bad at night. Feeling slow and tired.
Belly Button in or out? Still in.
What I miss: My normal feet/ankles.
What I am looking forward to: Meeting these little chickies! I want them to bake a few more weeks but I am definitely excited to see what they look like and what their personalities are like.
Upcoming appointments/events: My next OB appointment is 3/17. My next ultrasound, if I make it that far is 4/1.
Milestones: Making it to 34 weeks and having Baby A move head down.
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
29 Weeks
How far along? 30 Weeks 0 Days
How big is baby? Both girls are 3 lbs 2 oz, according to my ultrasound yesterday.
Total weight gain/loss: I'm up about 25 lbs
Maternity clothes? Definitely. I'm getting bored of the ones that I have so I may have to buy a few more items to get me through the last few weeks.
Sleep: Is OK. My heartburn is worse at night and my restless leg syndrome is back in full force! I also. I also get up to go to the bathroom about 5 times during the night.
Best moment this week: Seeing the babies during the ultrasound.
Movement: Crazy movement.
Food cravings: Cherry limeade and cereal.
Food Aversions: Randomly, I bought breakfast sausages the other day and nearly gagged when I took a bite. I had to rinse out my mouth for 4 minutes. Very weird!
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: Restless legs right before bed, heartburn, fatigue later in the day, stuffy nose.
Belly Button in or out? Still in but looking weird.
What I miss: Nothing.
What I am looking forward to: Finishing the nursery!
Upcoming appointments/events: My next OB appointment is 2/17.
Milestones: Making it to the third trimester.
How big is baby? Both girls are 3 lbs 2 oz, according to my ultrasound yesterday.
Total weight gain/loss: I'm up about 25 lbs
Maternity clothes? Definitely. I'm getting bored of the ones that I have so I may have to buy a few more items to get me through the last few weeks.
Sleep: Is OK. My heartburn is worse at night and my restless leg syndrome is back in full force! I also. I also get up to go to the bathroom about 5 times during the night.
Best moment this week: Seeing the babies during the ultrasound.
Movement: Crazy movement.
Food cravings: Cherry limeade and cereal.
Food Aversions: Randomly, I bought breakfast sausages the other day and nearly gagged when I took a bite. I had to rinse out my mouth for 4 minutes. Very weird!
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: Restless legs right before bed, heartburn, fatigue later in the day, stuffy nose.
Belly Button in or out? Still in but looking weird.
What I miss: Nothing.
What I am looking forward to: Finishing the nursery!
Upcoming appointments/events: My next OB appointment is 2/17.
Milestones: Making it to the third trimester.
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
26 Weeks
How far along? 27 Weeks 0 Days
How big is baby? Babies are about 14 inches long.
Total weight gain/loss: Still at the same weight which is actually making me nervous!
Maternity clothes? Oh yes and loving them.
Sleep: Is pretty good. I'm still getting up frequently to pee and I have noticed that my hands get tingly if I sleep on them weird.
Best moment this week: Painting the nursery!
Movement: Very noticeable now. I feel Baby A more at night and Baby B more during the day. It's definitely the best part of pregnancy.
Food cravings: Cereal and chocolate ice cream.
Food Aversions:Poor eggs. Still don't like them.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: Restless legs right before bed, tiredness in the afternoon/evening.
Belly Button in or out? Still in but I can see the "bottom."
What I miss: Nothing.
What I am looking forward to: My shower this weekend.
Upcoming appointments/events: My next appointment is 1/27
Milestones: Painting the nursery, ordering the cribs and getting the bedding! Things are moving right along. I can't wait to start setting everything up.
How big is baby? Babies are about 14 inches long.
Total weight gain/loss: Still at the same weight which is actually making me nervous!
Maternity clothes? Oh yes and loving them.
Sleep: Is pretty good. I'm still getting up frequently to pee and I have noticed that my hands get tingly if I sleep on them weird.
Best moment this week: Painting the nursery!
Movement: Very noticeable now. I feel Baby A more at night and Baby B more during the day. It's definitely the best part of pregnancy.
Food cravings: Cereal and chocolate ice cream.
Food Aversions:Poor eggs. Still don't like them.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: Restless legs right before bed, tiredness in the afternoon/evening.
Belly Button in or out? Still in but I can see the "bottom."
What I miss: Nothing.
What I am looking forward to: My shower this weekend.
Upcoming appointments/events: My next appointment is 1/27
Milestones: Painting the nursery, ordering the cribs and getting the bedding! Things are moving right along. I can't wait to start setting everything up.
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Maternity Wardrobe Favorites
It may bit premature to say this, but I freaking love maternity clothes. I still have 3 months left so I may change my mind once I get sick of my limited wardrobe, but for now, I am in love.
Here is a list of my essential items so far.
1. The first thing that I used was a bellaband. It's not the most comfortable item to wear, but it's useful for when you are in that bloated phase around 8-12 weeks. Depending on the type of pants I wore, I would either use a bellaband or the hair tie trick to give myself a little wiggle room during the first trimester.
2. I purchased one pair of maternity jeans and so far, have loved them. The first pair that I bought were demi-panel (so your belly is bare) and holy wow those were hideous on me. I've seen photos of other women wearing them and looking beautiful, so I think that it might be a matter of body shape. I am plus-sized and as soon as I put those jeans on I had the most intense, hideous case of muffin top that they world has ever seen.
I returned them for full panel jeans and I haven't looked back. Full panel jeans are just so comfy and secure and they help smooth out any bumps and lumps. I have this pair:
3. Another essential piece-- black jeans. I have worn them to work and on weekends. They are full panel (of course) and my favorite maternity pants that I own. I have this pair from Old Navy. In the reviews people complain about the panel being too small, but I'm 26 weeks with twins and I think that it fits fine. :
4. I would also invest in several maternity tank tops. Before I got pregnant I didn't really see the need for them-- what's wrong with wearing long regular tank tops? Well, I will tell you that the ruching on the sides does something magical to your bump. When you are in the awkward early second trimester phase when you are DESPERATELY hoping every day that a bump will appear so you can stop looking bloated, these tank tops help define the bump a bit more. Also, for $8 a pop, you really can't go wrong.
5. Another staple? Maxi dresses. I have two and love them. You can add scarves, jewelry, belts or cardigans to change up the look and you can wear them with flats or boots.
6. You will need an assortment of tops, depending on your style. I purchased a couple of t-shirts and a few long sleeve scoop neck tees. They aren't the most exciting tops but they get the job done. I also bought a striped maternity sweater and a wrap cardigan. I couldn't find the exact one I bought, but it looked similar to this.:
7. All of the pregnancy books, apps, websites, etc. tell you to buy new bras. I got yelled at by my Mother around week 22 when I told her that I was still wearing my old bras. She promptly took me out to buy new bras (thanks Mom). I was dreading it because I have a big chest and generally have a hard time finding something that lifts and separates without making me feel like a grandma. I tried on these Bali wire free bras on a complete whim and LOVE them. They are surprisingly supportive, are comfortable and look great under any shirts. I LOVE THEM! They aren't the sexiest bra in the world but there is something about the shape that is very flattering and a little bit sexy.
There are some items that I'm still wearing non-maternity versions of, like underwear, sweat pants, yoga pants and pajamas. I've also been wearing my non-maternity coat and just leave it open. I still wear non-maternity cardigans and depending on the fit and style, some of my old shirts still look normal.
So there you have it, my list of maternity essentials. I am sure that women who are pregnant during the Spring/Summer will have a much different list than me, but I hope that it helps! I say enjoy the elastic waistbands while you can!
Monday, January 13, 2014
25 Weeks
How far along? 25 Weeks 5 Days
How big is baby? Babies are about 13.5 inches long and Baby A is 1 lb 13 oz and Baby B is 1 lb 14 oz!
Total weight gain/loss: I'm up about 15 pounds from my pre-pregnancy weight
Maternity clothes? Yes. I'm still loving my maternity pants. I tried to wear a non-maternity tank top the other day and spent the entire time pulling it down. I've learned my lesson.
Sleep: Is pretty good. I had a couple of days of extreme tiredness. I went to bed at 7PM one night and then 6PM (the very next night!!!). I slept 12 hours which reminded me of first trimester exhaustion. I'm hoping that the girls are just having a growth spurt and that I won't be this tired for the next 3 months.
Best moment this week: Feeling crazy kicks and rolls.
Movement: Getting stronger. I think that the girls are really moving around in there because I feel different movements every day. Sometimes my bump is higher and then sometimes it seems lower. I can't wait to see what positions they are in at my next ultrasound.
Food cravings: None this week.
Food Aversions: Salad is still on my "do not eat" list. Eggs also still turn me off.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: Tired at night. A few days of heartburn. I definitely have to get out of couches and chairs slower now.
Belly Button in or out? Still in but stretching.
What I miss: Nothing.
What I am looking forward to: Getting the nursery started. My anxiety is kicking in.
Upcoming appointments/events: My next ultrasound is 1/14
Milestones: My potential c-section is booked for 4/10! My OB likes to book them in advance with twins just in case. She will only deliver naturally if they are both head down so I'm hoping the little ones will get the memo and get in position! Also, I got my first 3D ultrasound pics. SO CUTE!
How big is baby? Babies are about 13.5 inches long and Baby A is 1 lb 13 oz and Baby B is 1 lb 14 oz!
Total weight gain/loss: I'm up about 15 pounds from my pre-pregnancy weight
Maternity clothes? Yes. I'm still loving my maternity pants. I tried to wear a non-maternity tank top the other day and spent the entire time pulling it down. I've learned my lesson.
Sleep: Is pretty good. I had a couple of days of extreme tiredness. I went to bed at 7PM one night and then 6PM (the very next night!!!). I slept 12 hours which reminded me of first trimester exhaustion. I'm hoping that the girls are just having a growth spurt and that I won't be this tired for the next 3 months.
Best moment this week: Feeling crazy kicks and rolls.
Movement: Getting stronger. I think that the girls are really moving around in there because I feel different movements every day. Sometimes my bump is higher and then sometimes it seems lower. I can't wait to see what positions they are in at my next ultrasound.
Food cravings: None this week.
Food Aversions: Salad is still on my "do not eat" list. Eggs also still turn me off.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: Tired at night. A few days of heartburn. I definitely have to get out of couches and chairs slower now.
Belly Button in or out? Still in but stretching.
What I miss: Nothing.
What I am looking forward to: Getting the nursery started. My anxiety is kicking in.
Upcoming appointments/events: My next ultrasound is 1/14
Milestones: My potential c-section is booked for 4/10! My OB likes to book them in advance with twins just in case. She will only deliver naturally if they are both head down so I'm hoping the little ones will get the memo and get in position! Also, I got my first 3D ultrasound pics. SO CUTE!
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
23 Weeks
How far along? 23 Weeks 6 Days
How big is baby? Babies are about 11.5 inches long
Total weight gain/loss: Definitely up!
Maternity clothes? Yes. At my doctor's appointment on 12/30 by belly was measuring 30 weeks!
Sleep: Not bad.
Best moment this week: Hearing the heartbeats and feeling stronger movement and kicks.
Movement: Getting strong every day. On 12/29 I got nervous because I realized I hadn't felt them in a while so I tried everything to wake them up. I had a glass of iced cold seltzer and must have startled them because they went nuts!
Food cravings: flavored seltzer.
Food Aversions: None this week.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: Swollen feet! I need new shoes because nothing is comfortable any more.
Belly Button in or out? Stretching more. Still in though.
What I miss: Nothing.
What I am looking forward to: Starting the nursery!
Upcoming appointments/events: My next appointment is ????
Milestones: My shower invitations went out!
How big is baby? Babies are about 11.5 inches long
Total weight gain/loss: Definitely up!
Maternity clothes? Yes. At my doctor's appointment on 12/30 by belly was measuring 30 weeks!
Sleep: Not bad.
Best moment this week: Hearing the heartbeats and feeling stronger movement and kicks.
Movement: Getting strong every day. On 12/29 I got nervous because I realized I hadn't felt them in a while so I tried everything to wake them up. I had a glass of iced cold seltzer and must have startled them because they went nuts!
Food cravings: flavored seltzer.
Food Aversions: None this week.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: Swollen feet! I need new shoes because nothing is comfortable any more.
Belly Button in or out? Stretching more. Still in though.
What I miss: Nothing.
What I am looking forward to: Starting the nursery!
Upcoming appointments/events: My next appointment is ????
Milestones: My shower invitations went out!
Saturday, December 28, 2013
22 Weeks
How far along? 23 Weeks 3 Days
How big is baby? At our last ultrasound 12/17, Baby A was measuring around 1 lb 2 oz and Baby B was around 1 lb.
Total weight gain/loss: I'm about 15 lbs up.
Maternity clothes? Yes. The belly is growing.
Sleep: It's been pretty good. Common issues: heartburn, sore hips, getting up to pee 3 times a night and restless leg syndrome.
Best moment this week: Lenny felt the babies move for the first time on 12/21! It was awesome!
Movement: I feel them every day at this point. Exactly at 21 weeks was when I finally KNEW that I had felt them. I can now feel them from the outside too.
Food cravings: Seltzer. Lots and lots of seltzer. Fruit, especially pineapple and strawberries.
Food Aversions: None this week.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: Feeling tired if I'm on my feet too long. I'm really starting to feel pregnant!
Belly Button in or out? In, but stretching.
What I miss: Alcohol.
What I am looking forward to: Starting the nursery!
Upcoming appointments/events: My next appointment is 12/30.
Milestones: Having Lenny feel the babies move!
How big is baby? At our last ultrasound 12/17, Baby A was measuring around 1 lb 2 oz and Baby B was around 1 lb.
Total weight gain/loss: I'm about 15 lbs up.
Maternity clothes? Yes. The belly is growing.
Sleep: It's been pretty good. Common issues: heartburn, sore hips, getting up to pee 3 times a night and restless leg syndrome.
Best moment this week: Lenny felt the babies move for the first time on 12/21! It was awesome!
Movement: I feel them every day at this point. Exactly at 21 weeks was when I finally KNEW that I had felt them. I can now feel them from the outside too.
Food cravings: Seltzer. Lots and lots of seltzer. Fruit, especially pineapple and strawberries.
Food Aversions: None this week.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: Feeling tired if I'm on my feet too long. I'm really starting to feel pregnant!
Belly Button in or out? In, but stretching.
What I miss: Alcohol.
What I am looking forward to: Starting the nursery!
Upcoming appointments/events: My next appointment is 12/30.
Milestones: Having Lenny feel the babies move!
Wednesday, December 11, 2013
20 Weeks
How far along? 21 Weeks 0 Days
How big is baby? About the size of carrots and 3/4 of a pound each.
Total weight gain/loss: I'm about 13 lbs up.
Maternity clothes? Yes. I'm still wearing my regular work pants with a belly band, but most of my shirts are maternity.
Sleep: It's been pretty good this week. My hips get a little sore but for the most part I'm sleeping well.
Best moment this week: Decorating the tree and going to the town Christmas tree lighting. It was very emotional for me-- next Christmas we are going to have two little ones!
Movement: I still think that I am feeling them but I'n not 100% sure. I get these wiggly feeling sometimes.
Food cravings: None that I can think of.
Food Aversions: None this week.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: I had swollen ankles one day, which I think was from wearing too tight shoes the day before. I also seem to feel my heart beating more-- it must be all the extra blood? Some growing belly pains and occasional restless leg syndrome at night. Very random!
Belly Button in or out? In, but stretching.
What I miss: Wine.
What I am looking forward to: Having Lenny feel the babies.
Upcoming appointments/events: My next ultrasound is December 17th.
Milestones: Visiting the hospital maternity floor. It was so cool to see where we will be having these two little ones! Also, in week 19 I heard the babies' heartbeats for the first time. It was incredible.
How big is baby? About the size of carrots and 3/4 of a pound each.
Total weight gain/loss: I'm about 13 lbs up.
Maternity clothes? Yes. I'm still wearing my regular work pants with a belly band, but most of my shirts are maternity.
Sleep: It's been pretty good this week. My hips get a little sore but for the most part I'm sleeping well.
Best moment this week: Decorating the tree and going to the town Christmas tree lighting. It was very emotional for me-- next Christmas we are going to have two little ones!
Movement: I still think that I am feeling them but I'n not 100% sure. I get these wiggly feeling sometimes.
Food cravings: None that I can think of.
Food Aversions: None this week.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: I had swollen ankles one day, which I think was from wearing too tight shoes the day before. I also seem to feel my heart beating more-- it must be all the extra blood? Some growing belly pains and occasional restless leg syndrome at night. Very random!
Belly Button in or out? In, but stretching.
What I miss: Wine.
What I am looking forward to: Having Lenny feel the babies.
Upcoming appointments/events: My next ultrasound is December 17th.
Milestones: Visiting the hospital maternity floor. It was so cool to see where we will be having these two little ones! Also, in week 19 I heard the babies' heartbeats for the first time. It was incredible.
Tuesday, November 26, 2013
18 Weeks
How big is baby? The babies are 7 ounces and 8 ounces.
Total weight gain/loss: Definitely gain. I'd say about 10 pounds.
Maternity clothes? Oh yes. I look more and more awkward in my regular clothes. I ordered 4 new shirts and some black work pants. I am also in love with my maternity jeans. I might not stop wearing them even after the babies are born.
Sleep: Better. I think that I'm getting used to sleeping on my side.
Best moment this week: Having the anatomy scan and having the doctor tell us that both babies look great. It was such a relief to know that they are healthy. The next best moment was finding out that we are having two daughters!!!!!!!
Movement: None. I thought that I felt something at 17 weeks, but I haven't felt it again.
Food cravings: Marinated mushrooms and seltzer.
Food Aversions: Eggs.
Gender: Two baby girls!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: I had one day where I felt like I had a gas bubble at the top of my stomach. A few nights of heartburn, but otherwise feeling great!
Belly Button in or out? In, but I can see the scar from my appendectomy. I have never really seen it because it was hidden and now I'm like, wow, that's kind of gross!
What I miss: Turkey on whole wheat. Sushi.
What I am looking forward to: Feeling movement.
Upcoming appointments/events: I have an appointment with my OB today and then my next ultrasound is December 17th.
Milestones: Finding out the sex and starting our registry. I still can't believe that this is really happening!!!!
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
16 Weeks
How far along? 16 Weeks 6 days (I'm a bit behind)
How big is baby? The babies are 4 and half inches long, about avocado size.
Total weight gain/loss: Definitely gain. Not sure the number-- my scale needs new batteries.
Maternity clothes? I got the maternity clothes that I ordered online and I'm on love. It's so much more comfortable. I love my jeans and leggings.
Sleep: Awful this week. Between tossing and turning all night and the cold that I had, I really didn't sleep well.
Best moment this week: Getting new maternity clothes. It makes it all seem more real.
Movement: None.
Food cravings: Fruit snacks. They were freaking delicious. Pancakes, also delicious when I got them in to my mouth.
Food Aversions: Eggs still. Broccoli. I don't think that I ate a single vegetable besides what I can hide in chili.
Gender: In ONE week we will find out the sex!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: One random dizzy spell. One hot flash.
Belly Button in or out? In .
What I miss: Sleeping well.
What I am looking forward to: Finding out the sex!!!
Upcoming appointments/events: Our next appointment is November 19th for our level 2 ultrasound.
Milestones: Getting to the point where I have to sleep with 3 pillows. Two behind my head and one under my knees.
Bump Picture:
How big is baby? The babies are 4 and half inches long, about avocado size.
Total weight gain/loss: Definitely gain. Not sure the number-- my scale needs new batteries.
Maternity clothes? I got the maternity clothes that I ordered online and I'm on love. It's so much more comfortable. I love my jeans and leggings.
Sleep: Awful this week. Between tossing and turning all night and the cold that I had, I really didn't sleep well.
Best moment this week: Getting new maternity clothes. It makes it all seem more real.
Movement: None.
Food cravings: Fruit snacks. They were freaking delicious. Pancakes, also delicious when I got them in to my mouth.
Food Aversions: Eggs still. Broccoli. I don't think that I ate a single vegetable besides what I can hide in chili.
Gender: In ONE week we will find out the sex!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: One random dizzy spell. One hot flash.
Belly Button in or out? In .
What I miss: Sleeping well.
What I am looking forward to: Finding out the sex!!!
Upcoming appointments/events: Our next appointment is November 19th for our level 2 ultrasound.
Milestones: Getting to the point where I have to sleep with 3 pillows. Two behind my head and one under my knees.
Bump Picture:
Saturday, November 2, 2013
14 Weeks
How far along? 15 Weeks 3 days (I'm a bit behind)
How big is baby? The babies are3 and half inches long.
Total weight gain/loss: I have finally gained weight. I was up about 4 lbs from my last OB visit a month ago.
Maternity clothes? I am still wearing my regular clothes with a belly band but got my first pair of maternity jeans. They are a little loose, but they are so comfortable!
Sleep: Is ok. I am not loving sleeping on my side.
Best moment this week: Getting a surprise peek at the kiddos! I went in for an OB appointment and because my doctor couldn't find their heartbeats from the outside, she sneaked in a quick unofficial ultrasound. It's always so reassuring to see them and their heartbeats.
Movement: None.
Food cravings: Clams casino. Seriously.
Food Aversions: None that I can think of.
Gender: In three weeks we will find out the sex!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: I've felt pretty great this week. I had a couple of bouts of nausea which was unexpected.
Belly Button in or out? In .
What I miss: Sliced turkey. I can't wait to have turkey and avocado sandwich on whole wheat bread. Yum.
What I am looking forward to: Finding out the sex on November 19th.
Upcoming appointments/events: Our next appointment is November 19th for our level 2 ultrasound.
Milestones: Going to a party where everyone knew that I was pregnant. It was so nice to see how happy and excited people are, even total strangers!
Bump Picture:
How big is baby? The babies are3 and half inches long.
Total weight gain/loss: I have finally gained weight. I was up about 4 lbs from my last OB visit a month ago.
Maternity clothes? I am still wearing my regular clothes with a belly band but got my first pair of maternity jeans. They are a little loose, but they are so comfortable!
Sleep: Is ok. I am not loving sleeping on my side.
Best moment this week: Getting a surprise peek at the kiddos! I went in for an OB appointment and because my doctor couldn't find their heartbeats from the outside, she sneaked in a quick unofficial ultrasound. It's always so reassuring to see them and their heartbeats.
Movement: None.
Food cravings: Clams casino. Seriously.
Food Aversions: None that I can think of.
Gender: In three weeks we will find out the sex!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: I've felt pretty great this week. I had a couple of bouts of nausea which was unexpected.
Belly Button in or out? In .
What I miss: Sliced turkey. I can't wait to have turkey and avocado sandwich on whole wheat bread. Yum.
What I am looking forward to: Finding out the sex on November 19th.
Upcoming appointments/events: Our next appointment is November 19th for our level 2 ultrasound.
Milestones: Going to a party where everyone knew that I was pregnant. It was so nice to see how happy and excited people are, even total strangers!
Bump Picture:
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
13 Weeks
How far along? 13 Weeks 6 days
How big is baby? The babies are the size of peaches.
Total weight gain/loss: I'm finally at my pre-pregnancy weight again.
Maternity clothes? I still don't really need maternity clothes, but it's more comfortable to wear the belly band and looser shirts. I ordered a pair of maternity jeans because I'm sure that I'll need them soon!
Sleep: Is decent. I am paranoid about sleeping on my stomach (even though I think that it's still safe), and I'm not used to sleeping on my side.
Best moment this week: Seeing my family when I went to NY for my grandfather's funeral. It was for a sad occasion, but it was the first time I had seen everyone since announcing the pregnancy.
Movement: None.
Food cravings: Still love olives and back to craving avocado sushi.
Food Aversions: Eggs.
Gender: In four weeks we will find out the sex!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: This week I didn't have too many symptoms. Occasional indigestion and heartburn.
Belly Button in or out? In .
What I miss: Nothing!
What I am looking forward to: Finding out the sex on November 19th so I can start shopping!
Upcoming appointments/events: My next OB appointment is 10/28.
Milestones: Making it to the second trimester.
Bump Picture:
How big is baby? The babies are the size of peaches.
Total weight gain/loss: I'm finally at my pre-pregnancy weight again.
Maternity clothes? I still don't really need maternity clothes, but it's more comfortable to wear the belly band and looser shirts. I ordered a pair of maternity jeans because I'm sure that I'll need them soon!
Sleep: Is decent. I am paranoid about sleeping on my stomach (even though I think that it's still safe), and I'm not used to sleeping on my side.
Best moment this week: Seeing my family when I went to NY for my grandfather's funeral. It was for a sad occasion, but it was the first time I had seen everyone since announcing the pregnancy.
Movement: None.
Food cravings: Still love olives and back to craving avocado sushi.
Food Aversions: Eggs.
Gender: In four weeks we will find out the sex!
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: This week I didn't have too many symptoms. Occasional indigestion and heartburn.
Belly Button in or out? In .
What I miss: Nothing!
What I am looking forward to: Finding out the sex on November 19th so I can start shopping!
Upcoming appointments/events: My next OB appointment is 10/28.
Milestones: Making it to the second trimester.
Bump Picture:
Tuesday, October 15, 2013
12 Weeks
How far along? 12 Weeks 6 days
How big is baby? The babies are the size of limes.
Total weight gain/loss: Not sure, but I'd guess that I've put on a few pounds at this point.
Maternity clothes? I have been wearing the belly band, not really because I need it, but it just seems more comfortable. I wore one of my maternity shirts the other day, but only because it's cute. A lot of my regular shirts just look weird on me.
Sleep: Is good. I'm definitely getting up less during the night to go to the bathroom.
Best moment this week: Seeing the babies! They were moving around like crazy in there. We got to watch them for about 35 minutes. I could watch them all day long.
Movement: None.
Food cravings: Butter on anything. Toast, bagels, waffles.
Food Aversions: Lettuce.
Gender: I had my first dream about gender. I had a dream that we are expecting two boys. Did I mention that we will be finding out on November 19th???
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: This week has been pretty quiet. I'm assuming this is the start of the glorious second trimester people talk about.
Belly Button in or out? In .
What I miss: This week, being able to drink. We went out to eat with my parents and they all got Angry Orchard cider. I LOVE that stuff.
What I am looking forward to: Finding out the sex on November 19th!
Upcoming appointments/events: My next OB appointment is 10/28.
Milestones: Officially announcing our pregnancy.
Bump Picture:
How big is baby? The babies are the size of limes.
Total weight gain/loss: Not sure, but I'd guess that I've put on a few pounds at this point.
Maternity clothes? I have been wearing the belly band, not really because I need it, but it just seems more comfortable. I wore one of my maternity shirts the other day, but only because it's cute. A lot of my regular shirts just look weird on me.
Sleep: Is good. I'm definitely getting up less during the night to go to the bathroom.
Best moment this week: Seeing the babies! They were moving around like crazy in there. We got to watch them for about 35 minutes. I could watch them all day long.
Movement: None.
Food cravings: Butter on anything. Toast, bagels, waffles.
Food Aversions: Lettuce.
Gender: I had my first dream about gender. I had a dream that we are expecting two boys. Did I mention that we will be finding out on November 19th???
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: This week has been pretty quiet. I'm assuming this is the start of the glorious second trimester people talk about.
Belly Button in or out? In .
What I miss: This week, being able to drink. We went out to eat with my parents and they all got Angry Orchard cider. I LOVE that stuff.
What I am looking forward to: Finding out the sex on November 19th!
Upcoming appointments/events: My next OB appointment is 10/28.
Milestones: Officially announcing our pregnancy.
Bump Picture:
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
11 Weeks
How far along? 11 Weeks 6 days
How big is baby? The babies are the size of figs and about a 1/4 ounce each!
Total weight gain/loss: I'm still about 3 lbs below my pre-pregnancy weight.
Maternity clothes? I bought one dress and two shirts, which came the other day. I love them all and can't wait to wear them! This was the first week that I put on pants and couldn't button them. I had to break out the belly band. Also, my shirts still fit but some of them feel snug on my lower stomach.
Sleep: Is still good. I find myself worrying about my sleeping position a lot, which makes me wake up several times a night. From what I've read, I don't have to worry too much about it yet, but it still makes me anxious.
Best moment this week: Getting the date for our level 2 scan! The scan will be on November 21st. I cannot wait!
Movement: None.
Food cravings: Funyuns. Buffalo chicken fingers. Sorry babies, your Mama is eating like a frat boy.
Food Aversions: Lettuce.
Gender: I had my first dream about gender. I had a dream that we are expecting two boys. Did I mention that we will be finding out on November 21st???
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: All sorts of digestion issues. I have heartburn and feel bloated after eating sometimes. Also, this week I met "baby c"-- the nickname that I gave the gas bubble that resides under my rib cage. It doesn't always happen, but sometimes I feel this bubble at the top of my stomach and I just have to burp it out. Also, some days my boobs feel normalish and then some days they throb. My extreme fatigue seems to be fading, thank goodness.
Belly Button in or out? In .
What I miss: This week, nothing. Well, I guess I miss being able to fit in my bras!
What I am looking forward to: Our next ultrasound which is October 10th.
Upcoming appointments/events: We have an ultrasound on 10/10 and then our next appointment is 10/28.
Milestones: Not being able to button my first pair of pants (!) and scheduling the level 2 scan.
Bump Picture:
How big is baby? The babies are the size of figs and about a 1/4 ounce each!
Total weight gain/loss: I'm still about 3 lbs below my pre-pregnancy weight.
Maternity clothes? I bought one dress and two shirts, which came the other day. I love them all and can't wait to wear them! This was the first week that I put on pants and couldn't button them. I had to break out the belly band. Also, my shirts still fit but some of them feel snug on my lower stomach.
Sleep: Is still good. I find myself worrying about my sleeping position a lot, which makes me wake up several times a night. From what I've read, I don't have to worry too much about it yet, but it still makes me anxious.
Best moment this week: Getting the date for our level 2 scan! The scan will be on November 21st. I cannot wait!
Movement: None.
Food cravings: Funyuns. Buffalo chicken fingers. Sorry babies, your Mama is eating like a frat boy.
Food Aversions: Lettuce.
Gender: I had my first dream about gender. I had a dream that we are expecting two boys. Did I mention that we will be finding out on November 21st???
Labor Signs: n/a
Pregnancy Symptoms: All sorts of digestion issues. I have heartburn and feel bloated after eating sometimes. Also, this week I met "baby c"-- the nickname that I gave the gas bubble that resides under my rib cage. It doesn't always happen, but sometimes I feel this bubble at the top of my stomach and I just have to burp it out. Also, some days my boobs feel normalish and then some days they throb. My extreme fatigue seems to be fading, thank goodness.
Belly Button in or out? In .
What I miss: This week, nothing. Well, I guess I miss being able to fit in my bras!
What I am looking forward to: Our next ultrasound which is October 10th.
Upcoming appointments/events: We have an ultrasound on 10/10 and then our next appointment is 10/28.
Milestones: Not being able to button my first pair of pants (!) and scheduling the level 2 scan.
Bump Picture:
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